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Showing posts with label Old age. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Old age. Show all posts

Friday, February 18, 2011

Not Getting Any Younger

The phrase "you aren't getting any younger" really hits home with me. I know to most I probably don't seem that old but working with kids all day will make you feel that way. With birthdays drawing near I see how my parents must have felt. My niece is soon to be three. Just yesterday it seems like dad and I were making that long trek through the snow and ice to see that beautiful bundle of joy. Now she's about to start pre-school. I feel old. I felt old when my fourth graders last year became fifth graders this year. This cycle will continue. That makes me feel old.
It is pretty bad but almost every night I lay there in bed and think boy I am not getting any younger. I think well I don't want to be old when I have kids, but I wanna finish my final degree. I think though I want to have more than one. So what does that mean. I just feel my own old age setting in and it is starting to scare me.